Thursday, February 19, 2009
I want to scream, but I can't, can u imagine a guy screaming in front of other people? That's gay, lols. Things are getting out of hand, can't get my heart on chemistry and physics, talking about the metals and electric thing is boring. It's just like, a huge hand holding your heart and it doesn't feel good. Maybe it's just stress, like other people. Got the stress word appearing on my forehead which is what i don't want to.
Lucky I have basketball to accompany me, only with it, I can be myself, I might not be a star player, might not even win others in a match, but what I know is. When I'm playing the basketball, I'm just myself, nothings gonna disturb me, nothings will gonna trouble me. To make it easier, when I'm in the court, what i brought in is just, myself.
Have u guys think this before, what if.. Suddenly you're back to the age of maybe 5 and start all over again with the intelligent u are having now. You would be a genius in primary school and secondary school, you would travel overseas and study in famous school, you will even become a boss for a few companies. But think again, why not, you start craving that kind of path now? It's never too late. Never......
To her: You know that, your actions, are just making my life even more miserable then u could ever imagine, just a reply... You treat me like as if we never met before, just how long this would last? Forever or till WW3 come. You totally, totally drawn a full stop between my life from 2008 to 2009.
'Girl'.. Just how hard a heart of a girl can be? She's the best example, i swear...
Sorry guys, can't go to the stadium to run with you guys. I promise, next time I will.
Andy